my body esp my right hand is aching now... dunno is it cos carried jasmine's bag...

too heavy haha.. lucky halfway teacher IX lent a helping hand...

jasmine is a sweet gal, just that she will be more sticky to the teacher she likes & hmm, hv to teach her more about hygiene stuff...

seriously, i was hoping that i could take minyi, especially when i saw his disappointed expression when i took jasmine's bag & went with her... he was like calling: "teacher, cannot leave me here..." but cos that time the teacher who was supposed to bring him was not there yet...

its realli darn tiring but i kinda enjoyed the games, the singalong & the mass dance & disco night!! mass dance was 500's "ni shi wo de hua duo" LOL... eddy was such a kai xin guo... haha... a good "massager" too... his dance moves were darn cute... =)

the only thing tat i'm unhappy about was the "warning" about the pics not being able to post to the web... becos... my intention was to help them take pics as i saw one of them who was "supposed" to be the photographer stopped taking pics, & to help those kids keep such memorable activities in memory... so i took out mine... but then, hmm... Ok... maybe they tot i took for fun... but i sent them every pic i took... so whats with the expression? i'm just not glad that some were like seeing me as if i take the pics for what... Ok la... i wun take any pics anymore unless they asked me to...

anyway, thou my slippers snapped & my piggy hp strip snapped, & the whole thing was like so exhausting, i still feel happy that i was able to help... & twin did a good job too...

& ya... the ktv with M&M & the guys was greattttttttt...

& 2009 is ending... i kinda feeling afraid now... i felt tat i had wasted too much, really too much time... but i dunno which thing to give up now... so i have been avoiding... its time, BT!!

went to see some1 @ shanghai dolly... a new pub...

surprised that he din change his hp no.

tat jas pang sai me... good lo... lucky i have his no. so i tried my luck...

hehe he said, why would i not rem u? ok i always asked dumb qns...

anyway, felt quite glad to see him again... & that nite, he styled his hair & looked cool!!

we chatted for about 15 or 20 mins & i had to go home (rushing b4 the midnite charge lol)... he kan suay me, said i wun come again de... but i said I WILL...(hehe but dunno when)... & when he told me abt what he is doing... i am amazed... (i like guys who have shang jin xin, u noe)... but haha... i wun anyhow think anymore... as long as we are friends... its enuff...=D

anyway, its qute a nice deco place & seems more high-class than DF but then, alot of da shu & da shen =.=...

but if u guys like chinese/canto pops... can go there & enjoy with a booze... =)

hmm... officially 1/4 century old!!

realli feeling so emo or should i say emotion-less nowadays...

is it really cos i'm old? my frenz can feel my change... i can feel it too...

WTH?? another depression? & why is it during or near my bday??

sux...

twinkiee... told u that i actually felt more sad after seeing jam 10 days ago... u said cos i wan more... but NOOO... is cos i dun wan anymore... =)

i dunno y i felt more & more lost... its like what i used to love doing, now become nothing to me... the feeling is realli scary... i dun wan to lose all my feelings.... seriously...

Ms Huang... u brot a little emotion of mine back after seeing your card... Thank you~!!~  thou my mum tot that the bag was bot by me & asked me why i bot an ah ma bag LOL (she realli used the word ah ma w/o knowing that it was realli bot by an ah ma =x=x), but i will use it =D u noe mei nu use what also mei one LOL!!

& on 17th Nov (Tues), i had gotten my 1st 25th bday gift... it was so random!! & i'm shocked that it was one of my colls... very unexpected person... it was nothing expensive but i realli realli appreciated that... cos she actually remembered my bday & my leave!! life is so farnee sometimes LOL... each yr i will get something unexpected... hope i will get such surprises every yr LOL!!

i can tell u... that GUY realli CMI!! my bday still must make me abit pissed off... EQ realli negative man... luckily i crossed off from my list before my bday LOL!! opps i'm being too evil here... my blog la... alwaz make me show my evil side LOL!! but i still love my blog even thou it isn't popular & i haben changed the background for million years... LOL!!

& i'm lazy to upload pics!! go to my fb!! lol...

18th Nov 2009-- i went to get my parchement... & met Alf... but i forgot to take pics with him... & he din remind me zzz... so i'm really a GRADUATE NOW~~ wee~~ ceremony in SG not yet la lol...

after that, met Uncle G for food & movie... din really thank him for the treats yet... OMG... spoilt brat... so pai say... i dun take things for granted, realli... =)

19th Nov 2009-

wanted to go back to Junyuan Primary school with AH MA one... as usual the late queen did her same stunt lol & den there was continuous downpour for the day & we had to run to the school, a little drenched, & just to find out that the whole Junyuan has moved to Changi temp, & the new building is not yet ready ZZZzzzZZZ!! y i already can't get to eat my sec sch canteen food & now pri sch... realli not fated sia... SADDED!!

& ah ma accompanied me to go & cut hair in the salon she intro me... thou again my "forever sacarstic to me" mum said y i cut such an old hairstyle & said she cut that like million yrs ago, i realli do love the hair now... =D

thou we din hv a big celebration, but i am realli glad that u could accompany me even if u r bz... i realli appreciate that, AH MA!! <3 u la~~ kekeke~~~

20th Nov 2009-

mummy bot me a mini cake but i hv to go meet my twin~~ zzz...

met twinkiee in the evening...

we went to Aji Tei to eat... it was my 1st time~!!~ not bad... esp when the portions are small... its my kind of food =D

cute twinkiee made me wear this "crown"... haha malu la but made me feel like wang fei BUAHAHA... thks for the effort, twinkieeee~~

& the hand-baked cookies + card + prezzie + cakie~~ another retro bag LOL... retro is the in thing... for us now... WAHAHA~~~ARIGATOOOOOOOOOO~~~ i'm sorri that i alwaz feel tired esp when it comes to shopping... LOL old le la~~ cannot walk too much...

heartz u too~!!~ ^^

21st Nov 09-

met zhen er & jas... went to eat sakae... lol 2 days pasta meals & 2 days jap food... so qiao!!

den we went to watch christmas carol... storyline too brief... if they could show the old man's past would be nicer... & more content... but 3D effects not bad...

den we went to orchard & roam around... at 1st i realli wanted to go pub/club but maybe too late den my mood sudd down... when er er & jas wanted to go, i became reluctant... so pai say ah gals~~!!~~ hope still got chance to go next time...

i need to save money to do other stuff that i realli need le... can't spend like i wan like last time... so folks... do ti liang me hor... keke~!!~

23rd Nov 09-

received prezzies from marg & miranda & ms lai... keke~~ love them... =)

panda is loveeeeeeeee~!!~

argh... feeling quite irritated now...

cos... some guy asked if he is eligible to pursue me... wat dumb qns is tat ==

nvm... hv to ask when i told him I AM BZ!!

nvm... & said he has a little feeling for me & asked if he can proceed further but he's not asking me to be his gf... den WTF he wants?? siao...

minus pt minus pt MINUS PT!! even if i got feel (which is actually NO), minus pt until zero... LOL... makes me think tat he is ultimate insincere... BYEBYE!! lol...

maybe i was TOO obvious rejecting his dates... & he cannot dahan anymore LOL... NO PATIENCE... DEH DEH!! XXX

wants to know my reply? ask me ask me... lol but nothing interesting... BUAHAHA!!

WTH are guys thinking NOWADAYS?? DUMBOS.... ARGH ><"!!

hhhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..........

i dunno what i want... haiz. now i can understand lulu's "theory"...

i'm affected by u la, lulu!! keke... hmm no feel, really cannot sia... even if the guy's character is good. damn!!

& i really cannot stand... boredness... i found my "zhi ming dian" (vital point) =x

& chased by pple u dun like can REALLY be irritating... but yet, u wanna prove tat u CAN be attractive. women women... horrible... LOL!!

went to jas bday last sat...

location: DF!! haha... quite a fun & surprised day for me too...

cos... the 1st time i saw DF crowded with mountains of peeps until 2 grps of guys shared table & seats with us... =.= maybe after 12am is like tat... haha

every1 seems to turn more "touchy" in a pub!! even me WAHAHA!! opps =x=x

saw 2 guys whom i like LAST TIME... haha... & CHAO GUO HUI!! lol...

1 touched my face sudd... zzz, 1 stopped me while i was walking... & my reaction was farnee... i "EEEEEE" & he asked me y i eee... but that time i was too stunned... (1 thing by his "new look", another was shocked that he will stop me)... so i jus smiled & we walked off... den the next day, he asked me y i eee... i just told him cos i almost can't recognised his "guai" look... LOL...

was quite glad to see them again... but maybe the older one gets, the harder to be happier/get satistifed... last time if they just talked to me, i could be happy for quite a while...but now, maybe jus for 5 mins? or maybe cos dun like anymore haha... & the older i get, the more i cannot dahan to slp too late... OMG... OLD LE!!

love this pic... well taken by a guy in DF hehe... thks to him!!

=))