Age: 24 le!! (scream!!)
Gender: female
Astrological Sign: Scorpio
Born in the Year of the: Rat
Occupation: Coordinator in Discovery Networks Asia
Location: Singapore
About Me
An old lady who is still finding her dreams... her aim in life and searching for the meaning of happiness... an old lady struggling to become a stronger person... ><
Interests
Singing, dancing, movies, chatting, playing keyboard, Yoga Lin, Jam Hsiao, XGB, Xie Kunda, Luo Xiao Zhu, F.I.R... etc...
Favorite Movies
Bicentenniel Man, Lord of the Rings, Edward the Scissorshand... etc...
Favorite Music
Chinese POP, Hip Hop, F.I.R, Jrock, Korean Pop... etc...
location: DF!! haha... quite a fun & surprised day for me too...
cos... the 1st time i saw DF crowded with mountains of peeps until 2 grps of guys shared table & seats with us... =.= maybe after 12am is like tat... haha
every1 seems to turn more "touchy" in a pub!! even me WAHAHA!! opps =x=x
saw 2 guys whom i like LAST TIME... haha... & CHAO GUO HUI!! lol...
1 touched my face sudd... zzz, 1 stopped me while i was walking... & my reaction was farnee... i "EEEEEE" & he asked me y i eee... but that time i was too stunned... (1 thing by his "new look", another was shocked that he will stop me)... so i jus smiled & we walked off... den the next day, he asked me y i eee... i just told him cos i almost can't recognised his "guai" look... LOL...
was quite glad to see them again... but maybe the older one gets, the harder to be happier/get satistifed... last time if they just talked to me, i could be happy for quite a while...but now, maybe jus for 5 mins? or maybe cos dun like anymore haha... & the older i get, the more i cannot dahan to slp too late... OMG... OLD LE!!
love this pic... well taken by a guy in DF hehe... thks to him!!
someone's singing made my goosebumps jump here & there!!
& can u believe it?? its an angmo who can sing mandarin songs... his yao zhi is better than some chinese... & he realli attract me so much haha... lady killer sia.. just look at his eyes... & i believe he is a playboy WAHAHA... =x=x
& finally... there is another guy who is so worth watching for in XGDD after following for so many seasons (well, oni watch season 1 fully... the rest hmm...)... YEA... at 1st, i just tot he looked like kelvin... even the mole looks similar LOL... but end up, is his singing & personality that attracted me...
& the videos below are the best PKs i have ever watched... (except for Jam & Aska last time, of cos!!) hehe... too bad can't see Anthony anymore =( hope he will join XGDD6 or maybe, his album soon!! hohoho... but once popular, i think things will be different... hmm...
2nd PK
1st PK
Anthony's vocals... is what i am looking for in singers (e.g. similar to Eason & Yoga)... while for Sun Zi You... feel so relaxed listening to him...
even from the video PK2, u can hear Anthony singing out of tune, but it really doesn't matter... cos i can feel his affection & its so enjoyable hearing & WATCHING him sing... hehe =D
seriously, there are more & more people who can sing... but the more i hear, the more i can't feel anything from those singers... Jam's vocals are almost perfect... but i realli can't find the "feel" anymore most of the times... i hope he can try other ways of singing... hmm my expectations of him getting high hehe... my qingfu ma... =x=x
2 bonus videos...
another number i love from LAO SUN!! so cuteeee & FUNKY!!
& the latest one... LAO SUN sang my qingfu's latest album song... & composed by JAM JAM also hehe =D =D =D
its been along time since my blog has been sayang by me...
well, some stuff has happened...
oni a few of my frens noe... however, my mood doesn't swing much cos i'm always under.......... depression hehe... but its not the serious type... so no worries...
IBMS is down... again... for the 2nd or third time?? since we used it... but this time is rather long... so i'm here typing...
AHHHHHHHHHHH~~~ bored ah...
how how how... feel so sianz...
i have found my problem... in fact long long ago... that i'm easily nervous for WHATEVER stuff... especially when i need to speak... tats my biggest prob... & the main source came from my confidence level... & what affects my confidence level is my height...
but i still should be thankful for what i have... i seriously need to change my thinking & attitude... otherwise, i noe... i will just remain... useless...
i wanna help others... but 1st, i need to help myself & my family... i always tink i can't do it tats y i can't... so i need to inject more positive thinking... i need that some1 who can influence... i noe i shouldn't depend on any1... & in fact, i do have friends who are very positve... its not that they are not convincing but its my prob...
i dun like pple who said 1 stuff & do the other... but sometimes, we tend to make this mistake without noticing too... tats where misunderstanding or negative remarks occur...
CHANGE is the only constant thing... tats what we always heard... but sometimes, we also hope that some1 does not change his or her behaviour or attitude or personaility... but we ourselves change... hopefully for the better of course...
oh yea i just finished watching the jap drama by mu chun tuo zai... called <CHANGE> i'm so attracted to him inside...
a damn gd show... if oni all the politicians were like that... i will love them...
humans r just so contradicting... so we should just laughed at ourselves sometimes... so u may see me laffing w/o any reason sometimes... & so loud that my mum says i'm siao... but i'm not mad... really =)
i can't control my attitude sometimes... i "eat soft not hard"... i noe i'm bad to those who r good to me sometimes... & i'm stubborn... so if u cannot bear, must tell me... or u can threaten to leave me... den i may wake up... hehe... AHHHHH nooooo...
i tink i'm going mad... cos i love yet scared of challenges... i wanna meet some1 who can teach me alot of stuff... haiz... maybe i can't meet too... i shldn't habour any hopes now... i enjoy being alone & i can't imagine myself in a marriage, i tink i'm doom... its just tat when humans get lonely, they need some1 to hug & comfort them... tats not very normal so i'm trying to be normal... but din meet any gd guys yet... alrite... tat's all for now... tired... typing...
til then... my dear blog...
p.s. i encouraged my hubby, hope it brings him a smile, at least... & i need concrete plans now... which i can execute asap... otherwise, if i age somemore... tats it... GOD GOD GOD~~~ & hope can help my dad too... =)
** my poor hubby... hope he can find the music he wants & be happy...!!
<3 both my hubby & qingfu... hehe... Jam released his album 1st-- 7/17... not bad... but i still prefer the 1st album... cos there is oni 1 rock song & is not good enough... But still, for normal listeners... it should consider a very good album already... so, all the best to both of them!!
thks to the Kinetic club of DNAP who organized this event...
we were to bring some kids from the Down Syndrome Association (DSA) to the zoo for some fun... donations were also made to give them goodie bags and gifts...^^
this was something i wish to do in the past... benefit these peeps directly...
but i lost my direction... or rather haiz lazy =x
On the way to zoo with my partner for tat day... act cute Margaret!!
me & the kid whom i looked after, Shui Shann...
She's a unique child... though many were asking if my ears were alrite, if i was very tired etc...
cos she was the "loudest kid" LOL... she would scream in excitement loudly suddenly and most of the times lol but she's a really good & kind kid (thou sometimes she dun listen to her mom hehe) =D
though it was really tiring to take care of a hyper-active kid, i was really glad that i was given this chance... & abit delighted when i saw SS accepted me quite fast and willing to hold my hands sometimes, though she will let go very fast =.=
poor Meg was saying & complaining that she was sad cos she tot SS dun like her... cos SS kept on sticking to me... in fact, i tink it was becos i was the one who brot her down & i looked more like a kid ma haha... so she felt more comfortable with me... Meg actually did a great job too... though she went to feed elephant la =.= haha...
SS is a very passionate kid which i am abit worried abt her too...
her good friends are mostly guys and she would hold their hands, esp Ryan's and even kissed one of them on his cheeks several times (Kenneth)... i couldn't stop...
on the other hand, i could feel her caring personality in which she will care for others like Ai qin who would sit in the toilet & din want to come out or the other kid who was sobbing at 1 corner... that made me feel so warm in my heart + can2 kui4... keke...
& thou i couldn't realli understand what SS said most of the times, i used my observation skills & guessing ability hehe... so i tink i did quite a good job on Monday!!
I wish to salute all the parents who have kids from DSA, cos they are really strong and optimistic... SS's mum especially, so willing to share their stories & she told us that she had formed a group with other parents to discuss & share their problems & think abt their future... that is such a cool thing...
sometimes i think that normal kids are worse, cos they are too spoilt and didn't know what is satisfaction... while kids with DS may be happier with what they have... & i like it when i just said something "so not farnee" & it made SS laughed so excitedly... hehe...
Only some of us went back to DSA to send the kids back & dunno why i oni hugged Ai qin... keke... & their art works are superb!!
I guess... lets do it man, twin... but lets go for orientation 1st!!
